Thursday, February 10, 2011

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This morning the temperature was -7 degrees Fahrenheit (-22 degrees Celsius). My poor little car was rumbling extra badly as I drove to work. Work was slow, as it has been for a few weeks.

When I got home from work at 2:00pm my poor roommate (who is a school teacher) was at home, sick, and in bed. She said her throat was hurting and she had a fever. I made her some chicken soup and some hot tea. Poor girl didn't get much of it down. Her boyfriend came a few hours later and took her to the hospital where she got a prescription and something to numb the pain. It turns out she does have strep throat. I might get it, but that's OK.

My swimsuit came today in the mail. I've been on a swimsuit hunt for a while now. I've been looking for a modest (relatively speaking) swimsuit that I can wear while I'm in Australia. I'm sure we won't be going to the beach often, but just in case I'll have one I can wear. It turns out I like everything about it except the butt. What's new? Now I'm on the hunt for some cute board shorts or a skirt/dress cover up.

I think I'm aging quickly. It's 8:35, I'm anti-social, and almost ready for bed. Nope, I didn't work out today. I was going to but it was just too cold to make another trip anywhere. I would have gone to the gym since there was absolutely no way I will run outside in this weather, but I just got comfortable at home and decided this was the place to be. :) I'm thankful for home.

I'm really glad that I don't have to go somewhere to talk to God. I'm really thankful that I can fellowship with Him wherever I am. I'm really glad I don't need a Catholic priest or a Buddhist monk to learn from Him and talk to Him.

I've been reading a book called "God Has a Wonderful Plan for Your Life" by Ray Comfort. I'm about half way through and have found it extremely good so far. It's a message that's so imperative to our daily lives as we share the gospel message with unbelievers around us.

One of my most favorite snacks in the whole world is a banana sliced in half with peanut butter and raisins on it. It's the best with a glass of milk.

Alright, I took the following prayer from a friend's blog. It is so so wonderful. Here it is:

Evening Praise
Giver of all, another day is ended and I take my place beneath my great

redeemer's cross, where healing streams continually descend, where balm is poured into

every wound, where I wash anew in the all-cleansing blood, assured that Thou seest in

me no spots of sin. Yet a little while and I shall go to Thy home and be no more seen;

help me to gird up the loins of my mind, to quicken my step, to speed as if each moment

were my last, that my life be joy, my death glory.

I thank Thee for the temporal blessings of this world—the refreshing air, the light

of the sun, the food that renews strength, the raiment that clothes, the dwelling that

shelters, the sleep that gives rest, the starry canopy of night, the summer breeze, the

flowers' sweetness, the music of flowing streams, the happy endearments of family,

kindred, friends. Things animate, things inanimate, minister to my comfort. My cup runs

over. Suffer me not to be insensible to these daily mercies. Thy hand bestows blessings:

Thy power averts evil. I bring my tribute of thanks for spiritual graces, the full warmth of

faith, the cheering presence of Thy Spirit, the strength of Thy restraining will, Thy

spiking of hell's artillery. Blessed be my sovereign Lord!

Evening Prayer

O lover of Thy people, Thou hast placed my whole being in the hands of Jesus, my

redeemer, commander, husband, friend, and carest for me in Him. Keep me holy,

harmless, undefiled, separate from sinners; may I not know the voice of strangers, but

go to Him where He is, and follow where He leads. Thou hast bathed me once for all in

the sin-removing fountain, cleanse me now from this day's defilement, from its faults,

deficiencies of virtue, harmful extremes, that I may exhibit a perfect character in Jesus. O

Master, who didst wash the disciples' feet, be very patient with me, be very

condescending to my faults, go on with me till Thy great work in me is completed. I

desire to conquer self in every respect, to overcome the body with its affections and

lusts, to keep under my flesh, to guard my manhood from all grosser sins, to check the

refined power of my natural mind, to live entirely to Thy glory, to be deaf to unmerited

censure and the praise of men. Nothing can hurt my new-born inner man, it cannot be

smitten or die; nothing can mar the dominion of Thy Spirit within me; it is enough to

have Thy approbation and that of my conscience. Keep me humble, dependent,

supremely joyful, as calm and quiet as a sucking child, yet earnest and active. I wish not

so much to do as to be, and I long to be like Jesus; if Thou dost make me right I shall be

right; Lord, I belong to Thee, make me worthy of Thyself.

Evening Renewal

My Father, if Thy mercy had bounds, where would be my refuge from just wrath?

But thy love in Christ is without measure. Thus, I present myself to Thee with sins of

comission and omission, against Thee, my Father, against Thee, adorable redeemer,

against Thee and Thy strivings, 0 Holy Spirit, against the dictates of my conscience,

against the precepts of Thy Word, against my neighbours and myself. Enter not into

judgment with me, for I plead no righteousness of my own, and have no cloak for

iniquity. Pardon my day dark with evil.

This night I renew my penitence. Every morning I vow to love Thee more fervently,

to serve Thee more sincerely, to be more devoted in my life, to be wholly Thine; Yet I

soon stumble, backslide, and have to confess my weakness, misery and sin. But I bless

Thee that the finished work of Jesus needs no addition from my doings, that His oblation

is sufficient satisfaction for my sins.

If future days be mine, help me to amend my life, to hate and abhor evil, to flee

the sins I confess. Make me more resolute, more watchful, more prayerful. Let no evil

fruit spring from evil seeds my hands have sown; Let no neighbour be hardened in vanity

and folly by my want of circumspection. If this day I have been ashamed of Christ and His

Word, or have shown unkindness, malice, envy, lack of love, unadvised speech, hasty

temper, let it be no stumbling block to others, or dishonour to Thy name. 0 help me to

set an upright example that will ever rebuke vice, allure to goodness, and evidence that

lovely are the ways of Christ.

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